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May 10, 2013

Trying To Get Back On Track

Oh man...

I thought that by broadening up my blog, I'd be able to write more. Boy, was I wrong. This semester is coming to an end and hopefully this means I have more time to work on projects involving myself, which include *drumroll* my blog and total body conditioning! I suck at time management which makes me all the more excited to have all this free time coming up!

This semester, I learned that I need to pace myself because if I don't chances are I will burn out before I'm done and that's exactly what I don't want to happen. I want to finish school more than anything because I feel like I've got something to prove to myself and to others. I guess it sucks that I feel that I've got something to prove to other people but I'm mostly doing this for myself. One of the things I want to prove to myself is that I'm good at something. I have intense moments of self-doubt and I feel like if I finish, I'll prove to myself that I'm good at what I chose to study. Recently after finishing a digital illustration project, I realized how satisfying it felt to finish something and finish something awesome and something that I'm proud to say that I made.

I also want to prove to myself that I can finish something. I don't necessarily believe that our astrological signs completely define who we are but in my case I posess a lot of Arian qualities, mostly all negative, haha. I like to start things but I find a lot of the time that I don't finish them. I'm not sure why because I'm passionate about things I want to do, I guess I lose interest if I don't see results right away (see why weight loss is an issue?).

Overall though I can honestly I'm say I'm happy that I'm choosing to progress and broaden my horizons so that I have more choices in life. There have been moments of anxiety but at at the end of the day you've got to keep your eye on the prize and push through!

If I can try to do it, so can YOU! Here's to getting it together!

♥,
Elba
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